Sunday, May 20, 2012

Rainbow Of Friendship

When it rains while it's sunny,many of us if not all get a chance to see that seven coloured neon film. Those seven closely adherent hues that give our eyes the captivating view.
              Yes, I am talking about the rainbow which spans a continuous spectrum of colours.This wonder of nature might be just an enthralling scene for everyone,but, for me it means a lot more than just a blend of colours.When I look at this combination up in the rainy sky, I see people which mean a lot to me, and they are not just people but my seven best girl friends who bring enchanting colors in my life.
                The seven bands sticking together after the rain and in the sunshine not for once but remaining united every time you get to see them. My friends are just the same, they stay unified  in every hardship and grievance and never part.The point is everyone stays with you in times of glee and merriment but those who remain with you in bad times are the ones worth calling Real Friends or Best Friends.
            The friends I have are the real ones and they are the reason I wake up every morning with a smile even though I am sad inside.

They tease, They prank, They support, They care
They smile, They hug, They love, They share.

They are the seven colours from which I collect enlightenment everyday.They are the delicate flowers that colour my senses with their delightful scents.They are the priceless pearls which I keep carefully tied in string so that this necklace of pearls never breaks apart.If any one of them is absent,it feels like there's something missing and day does pass but that feeling of having lost something doesn't leave me until I meet all seven of them the next day.It is same as the rainbow arc in which each colour has its own place and together they look captivating giving each other the ultimate strength and stability.
             Each colour of rainbow has following meanings in my life :
VIOLET : Colour which is the sign of unconditional love,sensitivity and compassion.
                  Qualities of you Fizza.
INDIGO : Colour symbolizing integrity,sincerity,selflessness and faithfulness.
                  Describe you well Izza.
BLUE :    Colour representing honesty,loyalty,sincerity,calmness,care and concern.
                  Attributes of you Arshea.
GREEN :  Colour depicting harmony,balance,generosity,loyalty,down to earth and reliability.
                    Explains you Abira.
YELLOW : Colour symbolic of happiness,cheerfulness,fun,confidence,wisdom and
                    Define you Aneeqa.
ORANGE : Colour for warmth,self confidence, happiness, flamboyance,warm hearted ,
                    and sociable.
                    Characteristics of you Naila.
RED :        Colour signalling leadership,confidence,power,passion,courage and love.
                  Aspects of you Hafsa.

And me? I am the one who gets charmed and lured by the warmth of these seven bright and flamboyant colours that will never fade out and be there around me always like the air.
At the end I would like to quote :
     "If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them. I'd be
      at the bottom to catch them."

Love You All <3


Saturday, May 19, 2012

I Am Sorry Mom

Card I made for my Mum.

A poem I wrote once, when my mom got displeased by me. 

I've been rude with you , I shout at you , I hurt you bad & I've always been a jerk .
But today I admit it & I want to apologize
You be the truth in the heap of lies,

  I'm short of words to tell that how much I love you and how much you mean to me.........

You're the shade in scorching summer & warmth in chilling winter
You're like the selfless sun that enlightens even after its departure,

Your love is like the wind which ain't visible
But always perceptible,

You're the world to me
Without you fragile I will be,

You may feel that I have no love & affection
But I do care mom & I will always be looking up to you for right direction,

When you hug me and when after anger your heart melts
Feels like I own some priceless assets and abundant wealth,

Without you I can't imagine a moment
I will always turn to you in any torment,

You make me brave,you make me strong
You're the first place I run when anything goes wrong,

I am sorry mother,I am sorry mom
To my heart you're a mellifluous melody & a perfect song .


Friday, May 18, 2012

Capricious Gal

There's this girl I know
Whom I never understand somehow,

Most of the times she is impudent
Never knows when her words hurt someone,

She's confusing , She's aggressive
She's cold , She's passive,

Sits beside you and never talks
Whatever you suggest she mocks,

Whatever she decides is final always
Any change in it no ways,

She's sad when you think she's happy
She's emotionless, not at all sappy,

May be I am being touchy and way too sensitive
But what should I do I have no alternative,

Whatever she is , she is my friend
And I will love her till the end .


Thursday, May 17, 2012

Forever Yours

 A poem that me and two of my friends wrote randomly today .
What comes next?
Profound silence or an unworthy test?
An unfinished vow, an unwritten text
Hurted feelings, crying heart in the chest
The breaking burden, the sheer stress
No one to rely on, no one to caress
Rely on me, leave the rest
Will you give me Love at your best ?
Try, put me through a test
What if complicated all it gets ?
All the feelings turn up in a violent gust
And all the seasons went dry as dust
Will you give me your love at your best?
There remains no one worthy of trust
But there is a secret garden in her,
Where she seeks refuge whenever it recurs
The wonder of which still lingers
And there to herself she murmurs
There can be no one who can give me Love at the best
Half of it is spent & With your loving memories I will spend the rest..
  ~Emmy,firefly, Tara mir .

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Incandescent Love

Here I sit close to you
Staring deep in those hazel eyes
Beyond the glimmer and those pearls
I see a struggling soul in demise,

All the composure and the strength
The attributes of him that never shake
I see them long gone in valley forlorn
Giving a vibe that the poise is about to break,

Scared, I shift my eyes away from his
Holding his hands in mine I kiss
Assuring that we can , as we did
There's nothing to be afraid after the bid,

All these years we've been through
There came hardships but we remained true
Winning against those arduous battles
Proved at the end it's love that matters,

Then appeared a surge of life on his face
And there he smiled with bountiful grace

He whispered holding my hands tight
Stay with me as you are the essence of my life
You are my hope you are the light
That makes the gloomiest moments bright,

We will stick together till the end
To all the miseries we will stand
Like unyielding wall that never sways
In all the afflictions our Love will ace .


Friday, May 11, 2012

Beauty Of Rain

Sitting beside the windowpane
I see outside the tiny drops of rain,
Soft drops coming down
Like a beautiful symphony they're producing sound,
Enthralled by their captivating charm
All the atmosphere is so calm,
Cool air is pushing open the door
My heart is happy to the core,
I stand out in rain with my arms stretched
On my heart now joy and happiness is etched,
Transparent drops wetting my hair
Now there will be no moment of despair,
Gentle breeze is touching my face
And soothing drops are adding to its grace,
In a queue are arranged the drops of rain
Like beautiful pearls in a chain,
I wish it would rain and rain
So that it may take away all my pain.

©Emmy .

Dying Soul

Darkness is dominating everywhere
My luck, my life , even the rays of sun
Everything is drenched in gloom in long run,
Every individual seems happy except me
As my soul is crying I can see,
Feels like I never came across any joy
Seems like my life's objective is just to wail and cry,
All faces are shining with glory and pride
But for me it's still a gloom,scary night,
I'm badly entangled like a struggling fly in sticky web
Every move I make, grabs me even worse,
There is no sign of delight,happiness and smile
Nor a moment of relief for a little while,
Yes I got defeated willingly to know
Who actually cares if I get a blow,
I'm drowning in the sea of eternal tears
As the time of my departure nears,
Hey! worldly people if my eyes close don't weep
Because I'm already a dead,purposeless soul scarred in deep.

©Emmy .

Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Yes I Will

The other day I was with my friends and we were going to the hostel.We had plans to watch a movie together in friend's room. It was seven of us .We crossed the road and bought some mini cakes from a bakery across the road.
        I'm a second year medical student and our college's hostel is at few minutes walk from our college.So after getting out of the bakery we headed towards our destination,chattering and giggling along the way.It was a sunny day and the roads were flooding with traffic.As we reached the middle of the road leisure walking,we saw something heart rending,a scene which we  had never witnessed before.We saw a car hitting a motorcycle rashly & the next moment nothing was visible because of the people crowding around the spot.We kept walking,at a faster pace now.A car passed passing by us driving away with the driver's door open.It seemed like the car driver was in hurry.One of my friends exclaimed, "OMG! It is the same car that hit the bike" , but the moment we realized,the car was out of sight.
      We glanced across the road at the place where the accident had occurred ,but still we couldn't see anything,all we could see was a shoe right in the middle of the road - the shoe of the victim.Sometime later as the people moved away our eyes witnessed a man holding in his arms a badly lacerated man. His face was profusely bleeding,there was blood all over his face and he was unconscious,he was not moving.It was a young, decent looking man but his bleeding wound was not decent, it was deep and worse. We couldn't believe our eye,we were literally shocked and terrified.We stood there astounded ,staring at the man, his face, the blood.I don't know why,why the people were just standing there getting amused.Why was no one taking the poor man to the hospital which was only a few minutes away? Traffic constable was there doing nothing,may be they had already called 115 or they all were waiting for the injured man to pass away.
         A man on bicycle crossed us commenting, " Look! Doctors are standing there doing nothing!" May be he said that because of our white over alls.He didn't know that we are not professionals but just students and students of 2nd year. To avoid such further comments we started walking away, even faster now , as we didn't know what else to do. After getting hostel we didn't talk much,our hearts were filled with pity and minds were boggled. We dismissed our plans of watching movie and hanging out. After getting home I tried not to think of it but all in vain. It was running in my mind like a movie,all of it crystal clear. I spent the day restlessly and before sleeping I promised myself that I will go to hospital's Emergency tomorrow and inquire about that man if he's fine. Is he okay? Did he bleed too much? Is he out of danger? And If he's not, is he gonna survive this? The next day I told my friends that we should go to the hospital and ask about that man's condition but none of them agreed. They said it's not that simple and is dangerous. May be he didn't make it and it might a police case. I tried convincing them that as human beings if not as doctors we should go,that's the least we can do. But i got a simple 'No.'
             I didn't stop at this and went to a very good teacher of mine ,discussed the matter with her & asked for her advice. She said that there was nothing wrong in going hospital and inquire as you are medical students and future doctors and that there was nothing dangerous in asking about him. On this my friends agreed and at last we went to the hospital's emergency. We went in and stopped on reception. I told the receptionist that there occurred a road accident in front of medical college yesterday and asked if they filed in that accident's victim. He answered that they get many of such cases each day. I asked him to check in if he recorded any case around 1.30 pm. He opened his register, searched through it and informed us that there were two accident cases yesterday and they were around 9.30am and 11.30am. I requested him to check again but there was no such case actually.  We were disappointed at it and talked about where could they possibly have taken him because it was the nearest hospital possible.
         This story got concluded that day but my questions still haunt me. Did he survive? Did he ever breathe again? Is he still alive? These are the queries that remained unanswered and never will be answered. But one thing I know and I am sure of , when I would finally be a Doctor one day , I will be fair with my profession and will do everything possible to save a patient's life and prove that passerby on the bicycle wrong.

© Emmy.